Saturday, April 24, 2010

Life and Knitting

I've made a decision.  I'm not going to be blogging about my marriage and relationship with Master for a while.  Things keep changing, including my feelings, from day to day and sometimes even hour to hour.  It makes me anxious to try to blog about it, because I feel like I'm trying to explain something that I can't put into words.  So... a break.

In other news, I've finished one of my knitting projects.  I'm really pleased with how it turned out.  It's going to my cousin Kyra, and I think she's excited about it!




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Thursday, April 15, 2010

Knitting Stuff



This is the scarf I made for my neighbor for Christmas.  I'm early, but it's a good "new knitter" project.  The close-up picture really shows off the great colours of the yarn, which I loved.  I'm working on a couple other projects, including the reddish scarf I previously posted a picture of.  I've also just started a little mini-skirt.  Sounds like maybe an odd thing to knit and something I'd never wear, right?  Well, usually, but Master requested it as something I could wear around the house.  You know, just for him.  ;)  I figure if it helps keep him happy about me knitting, it's another project for me, and it's something that we can eventually both enjoy, then I'm happy to do it!  He even went with me to the yarn store to pick out the yarn for it.  That made me happy.  :)

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Thursday, April 08, 2010

Life

My life used to be good.  I used to make good decisions.  I used to feel like my life was headed in the right direction.

Not any more.

It seems that ever since I graduated from college, my life has just gone downhill.  I've made a lot of mistakes and, most of the time, I don't even realize it at the time.

My relationship with Master is still... hanging on by a thread.  I can't even write about it because I just don't even know what to say.  I still feel like things could be so much better, but I can't do everything myself.  I can't be the one in control, nor do I want to be, but it still feels like Master just doesn't completely know how to do it himself, despite the fact that him being in control is just about the entire basis of our relationship.

My birthday is coming up, as is our marriage anniversary.  I don't feel like celebrating anything.

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Saturday, April 03, 2010

Tie Over

I've been meaning to blog, but I'm having trouble finding the time.  I'm about to head to bed, so I'm not really going to take the time now either.  Sorry.  Life happens, you know?

In the meantime, here are two pictures of my two current knitting projects.  I have two because one I really have to think about and concentrate on, and the other is a little more "brainless" knitting, like when I'm talking on the phone.  Good times.  :)



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