Big Step
Until now, the only person I knew in "real life" who also knew about this blog was XM. And as far as I can tell, he doesn't read it any more. Granted, there are a couple of you, my dear readers, who also know me on Facebook, but we've still never actually met.
Yesterday, my cousin Kyra told me about a blog that she started last month. She's writing anonymously so that she can let it all out without having to censor herself. Just like I do here. It means a lot to me that she trusts me enough to let me read her blog. I debated a little about whether or not I should do the same. But it didn't really take all that long for me to decide that I wanted her to be able to read this blog. I feel a little like I'm seen as sort of a "goody-two-shoes" to a certain extent and I wanted her to know that that's really not so much the case. Of all my cousins on both sides of my family, she's the only one that I feel especially close to. I love all of my cousins very much and I enjoy all of them, without a doubt. But Kyra is the only one that's close to my age (she's a year older) and I've spent a little more time around her compared to all my other cousins.
Anyway, while I figured she'd probably be surprised about the D/s relationship that XM and I tried to have, I was mostly concerned about her finding out about Tim. I mean, she actually knows Tim and his wife, Ann. I don't think she knows them as well as I do, but they're still her family too. She's actually in a position to reveal our relationship to everyone else. The thought of that does make me a little nervous. However, after reading Kyra's blog, I could also reveal things about her that the family would also not be thrilled about. As Meat once said to me, "We're going to be friends forever because we know too much about each other!"
So someone in my life is now reading my blog. Or at least has the option to read it if she's bored enough! It's kind of a big step for me, but in a way it's also a relief for someone to actually know about some of these secrets in my life. I also think it's really awesome to have a new, closer relationship with Kyra!
Yesterday, my cousin Kyra told me about a blog that she started last month. She's writing anonymously so that she can let it all out without having to censor herself. Just like I do here. It means a lot to me that she trusts me enough to let me read her blog. I debated a little about whether or not I should do the same. But it didn't really take all that long for me to decide that I wanted her to be able to read this blog. I feel a little like I'm seen as sort of a "goody-two-shoes" to a certain extent and I wanted her to know that that's really not so much the case. Of all my cousins on both sides of my family, she's the only one that I feel especially close to. I love all of my cousins very much and I enjoy all of them, without a doubt. But Kyra is the only one that's close to my age (she's a year older) and I've spent a little more time around her compared to all my other cousins.
Anyway, while I figured she'd probably be surprised about the D/s relationship that XM and I tried to have, I was mostly concerned about her finding out about Tim. I mean, she actually knows Tim and his wife, Ann. I don't think she knows them as well as I do, but they're still her family too. She's actually in a position to reveal our relationship to everyone else. The thought of that does make me a little nervous. However, after reading Kyra's blog, I could also reveal things about her that the family would also not be thrilled about. As Meat once said to me, "We're going to be friends forever because we know too much about each other!"
So someone in my life is now reading my blog. Or at least has the option to read it if she's bored enough! It's kind of a big step for me, but in a way it's also a relief for someone to actually know about some of these secrets in my life. I also think it's really awesome to have a new, closer relationship with Kyra!
rambled by This Suzy at 9:47 PM
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